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Shadow the Hedgehog ([personal profile] limiterrings) wrote2025-02-25 05:42 pm

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Catch-all and open post for Shadow! Text, brackets, prose, images! I'm fine with anything. I can take him from any canon point, send me a PM if you'd like to discuss or check out my info page!
thelightshines: (Like a heartbeat)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-18 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a sharp dinging sound as the Chaos Emerald drops from Shadow's hands. He couldn't care to pick it up, not when his other suddenly grabs him the way they did. He let his guard down, not expecting such a reaction out of them. The way his other looked at him, like he was suddenly a threat they had overlooked. His quills also flare up, sparks flying.]

What are you-! [And just as quickly as they grabbed him, they let go. Shadow quickly backs himself towards the opposite wall, away from them, gripping the arm they held so tightly onto. That's going to leave a bruise. Blood had been drawn from where the glass had scraped against his flesh. He keeps his eyes on his other, glaring, wondering what he had done for them to suddenly assault him. They're usually calculating, meticulous in their actions. So maybe he shouldn't fault himself too much for not catching them.

But why though? And why does their uncharacteristic reaction fill him with such dread? How he came to Earth meant something to them. Something bad, if they would suddenly attack him. He doesn't have a chance to ask as the space around them starts to do something strange. Were his eyes playing tricks on him, or were the walls starting to look more distorted? The pictures in the frames don't even look right. There are new voices he didn't hear before. Whispers and laughter. The area shakes. Have they been discovered??

But then the walls behind them both will suddenly give away. They're given the sense of falling, but they're not moving, the world around them was. They fall not onto the floors below, but into darkness. And suddenly, they were back on solid ground once more, seemingly back underground. This one felt and looked different from the last time they were here though. There are no glass reflections, the walls were made of concrete and built like they were inside a tube-like tunnel. Pipes were also running through the area, occasionally hissing as they let out some pressure. There were piles of rubble scattered about, parts of the walls having collapsed due years of neglect it seems. Even the pipes were showing their age.

Shadow is still on his feet, pressing a hand against the nearest wall, getting his bearings after whatever just happened. Where are they now? He looks, searching for his other. Conern, or making sure they don't suddenly jump him.]
thelightshines: (a wish for me)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-19 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Shadow wanted to call out when he could not locate the other as he walked. But he has to stop himself, not with current circumstances should he do that. Would his other try to attack him again? For now, maybe he should figure out where he is, find a way out of this place. A place, that felt strangly familiar and yet not. He felt his shoe bump into something, looking down to see the ruby colored chaos emerald had fallen down with him. Deciding it best to keep with him, he picks it up.

His ears twitch, hearing sounds of footsteps? His other? No, sounded like there were more than one set of footsteps. He looks up, there are pipes along the ceiling, he teleports above to keep out of sight.

Wait...these pipes, how they're laid out. That can't be right. He hears voices again, too far to make out what's being said. Following his gut, he starts to move among the pipes and walls. Retracing his steps as if he was back at the facility. If he's correct, then when goes into this room up ahead-]


-?! [This...was not the room he spent much of his time in, resting in a tube. In fact, the room's appearance looked drastically different from everything else.

His other will find evidence that wherever he is, this place had been lived in at one point. Papers and books scattered amongst the floor, all blank. Empty and beaten lockers along the wall. A pair of dusty roller skates. There are also voices that can be heard, but they are incomprehensible. Light dimly peeks into the passage from a room up ahead. Faint sounds of computers and other machines beeping coming from that room.

Upon entering, the beeping sounds will fade away. It was a room that looked like it was used for data keeping of some sort. Machines can be seen lined up along the wall that have long since been out of service. At it's center, shattered remains of what appeared to be a glass tube that once held something.]
thelightshines: (And what you lost)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-19 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Shadow takes cautious steps into the room. The tech in here seem a little more advanced, futuristic almost. The sounds suddenly go away once he was standing at it's center. Only a low hum keeps it from being completely silent. He stares at the chamber before him, something about it making his fur bristle. It look to be just the right size for...hm. If this room is what he thinks it is, why is it here? Why is he here?

And wouldn't this put him in...space? A light flickers within his peripheral vision. Turning, he sees a computer still barely functioning. A bullet hole on the top corner, distorting what's on the screen. A frown. He's never used a computer before, but he knows they hold information. How does he access it though? He walks over to it, staring at the keys the humans would hit to make something happen. Should he though? What if he triggers something? But this place seems pretty beaten and long abandoned. Nothing should function anymore, right...?

He presses a key that hadn't been lost. Nothing. Another. The blue screen flickers and then goes white. A string of letters and numbers appear on the screen, all nonsense to Shadow. But it goes blank again, then showing only two words in large font.

"PROJECT SHADOW"

Information starts to scroll pass. Limitless energy, chaos emeralds, immortality, weapon advancement, cure. They would come up often. There were some blurred images among the information, one of them looked just like the monster they both fought in the arena.

"PROTOTYPE"

There was another photo, one of this very room, but not in it's current decrepit state. There was an awfully familiar looking old man in a labcoat with an impressive mustache, standing in front of the chamber. It actually had something occupying it. The other he presumes. And there...who was that? A dark spot beside the older man. It looked like someone had put an ink splotch over them, but he can see there's something, or someone hovering next to them. The computer suddenly flickers though and shuts off before he could really decipher it.

A disgruntle sound. Of course it would leave at a cliffhanger. Still, that computer provided quite a bit of information concerning his other. That monster from before, was what came before their creation. The purpose of his creation, well it seem to be for a a number of things. High expectations. What sort of demanding test they must have gone through to reach such things as "immortality" and a "cure"? Cure for what? He hears something, like a door sliding open. To the left of the empty chamber, a door had indeed appeared, almost beckoning him to go through it. Looking around, he doesn't see anything else he could glean from this room, deciding to take the bait. Moving forward is his only option.

Just as he reaches the door though, he notices a black book laying unassumingly on the floor. He hadn't notice with the room being as dark as it was. He goes to pick it up, slowly going through the pages. They're mostly blank or blacked out. One page wasn't. It was a page full of drawings, of their air shoes, the inhibitor rings. They...looked to be drawn by a child? His eyes widen at a realization. The old man in the photo, he looked familiar for a reason, and these drawings from a child. These can't be done by...if they are reflections of each other, then that would mean, it's possible there's a reflection of her. Maybe he already had an inkling for a while, but now the evidence is staring him in the face. It makes him anxious.]
thelightshines: (in the deepest darkness)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-20 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Shadow carries the black journal with him as he exits the room. One glance back, and it seems like all the lights had gone out. Power was no longer running through the room, just an abandoned set piece now. Turning back to the hallway, he immediately notices that it no longer looked like the underground base. The walls are smooth, modern with metal and machines built into them. There was a minimalist feel to the area, as if decisions were made to only use the most necessary materials and nothing else.

Blood drips from the arm the other had grabbed, staining the sterile floor as he walks further into the hallway, taking in the sudden shift. The distant footsteps return, along with the voices. Sounds of people going about their business in this place. Some of their conversations, decipherable.

"The girl seems to be doing much better today."
"Are you certain she's really sick? She's always so full of energy and cheerful."
"You really think she's pretending when she's beridden? Really?"
"Ah, y-you're right...I just hope Professor Robotnik's 'Ultimate Lifeform' really stands up to their name and bring us results soon."
"Yes...the ARK would lose much of it's light without her. "


A girl. Sick. A cure.

He stops, their conversation still playing in his mind. Is she...not well, where his other comes from? Were they made for the purpose to save her? Something is caught in his throat, a creeping suspicion that he might already know the result. He wants to be wrong though. Wishing of all wishes, but it's probably pointless now. These events have already come to pass.

He keeps walking, all he can do to keep himself occupied. As he turns the corner, there was another room, more light coming through it. It seem more inviting than the first, but it could be a red herring. Eitherway, the passage seems to end with the room, so he has no other choice, but to enter. He is met with a room even larger than the first. It had large windowed panels on all sides, like an observatory. Outside, a view of space with the Earth below, lights dancing just above it.

---

Muffled music is playing somewhere in the distance once his other enters the hallway. Following the sound will take them into a room with a pillow fort at it's center, a record player propped near the wall where the source of the music was coming from. Light is flickering from within the pillow fort, the source from an old television that had been setup within. Currently it only shows static, with some old VHS tapes scattered around it. Unlike the previous room, this one did not seem have been worn down by time yet. It as if one has gone back to when the base was still in use.]
thelightshines: (Now here I go again)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-20 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[The lights above the Earth distract him from everything else in the room for a moment. And the fact that it appears he was actually, in space. There's so much confusion, but considering what happened back in that abandoned building, was this all really here? He continues forward into the room, some distant sound of a transciever of sorts comes in and out, but no words can be deciphered. It just added to the ambience of the room.

He comes up to the glass, staring up towards the stars. They shine so much more brightly up here. He couldn't help but think about her. She would've loved this. He then glances down at the Earth below, the lights dancing, mesmerizing. What are they...?

"The aurora borealis!"

Shadow drops the journal with a start when a voice suddenly breaks the silence. Looking around franctically, he saw no one. It is still just him, alone in this room, with that transciever noise still going, seemingly closer. He takes a moment, remembering to breath. The other reason it caught him off guard, was that it was a girl's voice he clearly heard. Not hers, but...for a moment, he thought he was about to see their reflection. She sounded...cheerful, excited to bring up what those lights were. Pressing a hand to his head, he leans down to pick up the journal. He stares, noticing a page was no longer blank. There were photos now, photos with the same girl in each one. The images were faded black and white images, but he can immediately imagine her with blond hair and a blue dress. Sometimes she was by herself, sitting in a wheelchair, other times with the same older man he saw in the last room. He's sure of it now, this old man is a reflection of Professor Gerald. And that would mean...the girl is...]


Maria. [He has never seen the girl, nor heard her name uttered in this supposed space that belonged to his other. But he feels certain, that is her name. There was one last photo on the page. A group photo of her, with Professor Gerald and his other. Together, all with smiles, blissfully unaware of the troubles unfolding around them. His thumb gently presses against the photo. A bloodstain forming over the photo as he had forgotten about his bleeding arm.

He looks up toward the glass, thinking he heard or saw someone run pass him. His eyes narrow, noticing something that wasn't there a moment ago. Two handprints. Small human handprints. He stares, but there's no one there, just him reflecting back. Another larger handprint starts to form, but it quickly fades. Like it had never happened. His expression softens. That hand never reached hers. He lifts his non bloodied hand, looking at it for a moment. Would it be intrusive...yet those handprints seem to be inviting company. Slowly, he presses his hand over the small handprints. Somehow, the spot felt warm, gentle. Spreading into his hand, and up his arm.

The room suddenly goes dark. Red lights start flashing as the an alarm starts blaring. Shadow quickly removes his hand from the glass in a panic, taking a step back as he looks around.]


What?! [Blinding white lights flash into the observatory from the outside.

"THIS IS THE GUARDIAN UNITS OF NATIONS! PREPARE TO BE BOARDED!"

His whole body went tenses, his eyes widen, a few sparks escaping his quills. Ships, a fleet of them outside, approaching his location. G.U.N. And just as quickly as they appeared, that everything suddenly went dark, even on the outside. It was someone had pulled the plug on the projector screen. Complete silence. All Shadow could hear, was his own heavy breathing, and the occasional sparks from his quills.

Light peeks into the room as a new door opens. Beckoning him to move forward once more.]
thelightshines: (Don't wake the beast)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-20 01:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Shadow just stood there in the darkness, the sound of those alarms still ringing in his ears, that booming voice of G.U.N., threatening to board. The hand that touched those handprints clenches. There was still warmth, or perhaps he's only imagining it was still there. Things, also didn't go well up here.

"Hurry Shadow!"

His ears perk up, her voice again. But he is still alone, with only a door of light, tempting him to press on. He starts to walk, his feet feeling heavy. He did not want to keep going, he did not want to have to see what comes next.

Back into the hallway once more, still the same futuristic space tech and yet...there was something cold and unwelcoming about it. No alarms, no GUN in sight, but the lights were dimmer, some flickering. Signs of a lack of maintenance, some machines on the wall covered in some kind of tarp. There are voices again, hushed ones.

"It's only a matter of time. Are we any closer to finding the cure?"
"Forget about that, G.U.N. is on our asses to bring them results!"
"Who was in charge of watching the prototype? How did it get out of containment?!"
"They're coming. Once they find out what the Professor's done. It's over for us."


He felt something crimple under his shoe. A newspaper? He could see at a glance in big bold letters. FIRE IN THE SKY FESTIVAL! There was a picture, hidden beneath his shoe. He's hesitating for some reason to pick it up. Like a part of him was fighting against it. The same feeling of dread he felt when his other suddenly assaulted him. Leaning down, he slowly picks the paper from the ground. Flattening it out, he sees...a meteor? Or a comet? Smaller text underneath the big one. 50 Year Return of the Black Comet Eyes flicker for a moment, the Black Comet. In 50 Years. He presses his other hand against his head, his mind suddenly feeling like it was sending little jolts painful shocks. He had never heard of this comet up to this point, and yet his mind insisted this should be familiar to him.

"On the comet's return....."

These words suddenly pop into his mind, old, forgotten, lost to time. But where had he heard them? Who said that? Something....was clawing at his mind to be remembered.

A new door opens to another room ahead. The sounds of beeping from a machine, someone's heartbeat. The raise and fall of air being moved, another machine to keep supplying air to someone. The light from the door shown dimly into the hallway, threatening to go out at any moment. The feeling of death looming.

---

The lights continue to flash, but they turn from red to a more dull yellow. The level of urgency seemingly decreasing as his other gets dragged into the next room. Those he had been running with, like phantoms they are not there with him. He's been lead into a large circular room, with what looked like there was a track along the wall, with an observation tower at it's center that can be entered into. Yellow lights still continue to the flash, but the area takes on a more abandoned appearance.

When entering the tower, there's a small chamber attached to wires from above at it's center. Seemingly there to be used to siphon something into it. Among all the controls, there was a machine that seems to track seismic activity, a dusty sheet still left behind. There was also a few smaller monitoring televisions in this room. Static, but there seem to be scenes, trying to play on them, flipping between static and a new one.]
thelightshines: (when they're playin)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-20 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[He has a feeling of nausea, his head throbbing numblingly, still trying to remember something. The feeling of being underwater, causing this heavy sickness. Wasn't he still in space? He struggles to walk, to breath the closer he gets to that door. Is it all in his head? Some force telling him not to go in, the opposite of what this place has been doing to him. In this moment, he could feel the mental exhaustion after traversing these rooms and hall. Mentally, not phyically?

"You and grandfather, are doing your best."

Her voice, it comes through muffled, from inside that room.

"I'm just as happy to spend time with you here."

The warmth was still in her voice, but it sounded weak, distant. They push him to keep going until- You will wait here, until the promise day. Shadow grips the edge of the door frame, his breathing erratic, eyes unfocused. What was that? What were those words? They didn't come from her. It was...a mission. His objective? In his moment of confusion, he doesn't notice right away that the air no longer felt so oppressive. He could breath normally again, his blurred sight returning after he blinks a few times. Another glass window to the space outside, next to it, an empty hospital bed. The machines beside it still running despite having no occupents. Faintly, there were sounds of something being scribbled, but as far as he can see, there's no one else here. That strange bubbling sound can still faintly be heard.

With his senses slowly returning, he can start to take in the scene before him. Though his head continue to throb in the back, he fully enters the room, approaching the hospital bed. The bed sheets were undone, and there was still this warmth to it, like someone had just been laying there. Could he be imagining it, but he could hear someone triyng to breath...? His hand, hovers over the bed for a moment. There's...a faint presence, he could sense it.

There's a clipboard attached to the bed post before him, with a decent stack of paper clipped to it. The page in front has TEST #-- the number itself scratched out. At the bottom of the page, something stamped in big red ink. [INCONCLUSIVE] He reaches to take the clipboard, looking over the actual contents. It talked about documented testing with Project Shadow, solution #-- with Neuro-Immune Deficiency Syndrome [NIDS]. Ending in failure. He felt himself tense, his stomach turning upon realizing what the other pages likely were about. Sure enough...and he wished he had been wrong. Flipping through the pages showed the different tests with Shadow to cure the illness that their Maria was inflicted with. All ending in failure. This guilt, to be unable to do what they were created for, must have weighed heavily on his other.

He felt a rush of wind all of the sudden. Like someone was running pass him. A new child voice echoes through the room and down the hall.

"Tell that freak to stay away from me!"

Silence. Being called a freak, a monster, all too familiar. There was a gurgling sound of fluids, bubbling louder. It sounded like it was actually in the room this time. Out of the corner of his right eye, there was a tank. It was not there just a moment ago. Something was inside. It was not him, or his other. His heart skips a beat. That feeling of dread creeping back up. He did not want to see it, but his feet start to move him. As he moved from the bed, there was this a sound like a long sigh, like someone was giving their last breath. Then nothing. The machines attached to the bed all stop.

A small creature was being preserved inside the tank, nothing like any animal or human. Alien. He stood there in silence, staring. A single eye on it's larval body, staring back. Words form in his mind. Black....Arms. This is his first encounter of such a creature, and yet why does he already know what it is? Why does he suddenly see a flash of multiple creatures like it in his mind? A hedgehog's back to him, standing amongst them. His other...himself? A hand presses to his head, pressure starting to push against it. The sight of this thing, the comet, why do they make his head hurt? What are these images and words that he keeps seeing?

"This is a death sentence for every human being on Earth."

Another voice, neither Maria or the child from before. Older, much older. A ceiling light flickers on in the room. Shadow presses his head against the glass of the tank, the creature inside, wiggling it's claw-like appendages at him. He can only turn his head so he could see what this room was presenting to him now. Gerald Robotnik, his other's Gerald, sitting beneath it the light, tied to a chair. He has seen better days. Just behind him...there was something there. Someone, looming in the darkness, out of sight.They fill Shadow with fear by just being a presence there. Who...?! Gerald continues to speak, with such despair and hatred in his voice. Not too far off from how the Gerald he knew had felt toward the end.

"All of you will be destroyed, along with your beloved planet Earth."]
thelightshines: (Connecting the seasons)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-21 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
[The room shakes violently all of the sudden. Red emergency lights starts flashing along with alarms. He could hear people screaming and rushing in a panic back out in the hallway. Shadow ends up falling over due to the sudden movement. The back of his head hits something hard that wasn't there before. As if he needed more headaches. Pressing a hand against his back, he felt a barrier of sorts behind him. Looking around, he realizes he had been put inside a tube. When-

BANG!

There was a sound of a gunshot, cutting through all the noise. Deafening, the world going silent for a moment. Small red lights, peeking through the darkness, visors, worn by G.U.N. agents, just out of sight, surrounding him.]


"I found Maria's name among those who died when the ARK was shut down." [Professor Gerald was still monologing. As he does, the dark figure behind him becomes more solid, a form starting to take shape.] "She meant everything to me! And I couldn't bear the thought that she died because of my research. I lost everything! I had nothing more to live for! I went insane!! All I could think about, was to avenge her! Somehow, someway, I got scared as I no longer was able to control my thoughts. All I could think about, was that I wanted it all to end. Based on my original projections, I was able to complete my project; Shadow. I designed its mind to be perfect, pure..."

"Our creation."


[A deep, menacing voice cuts through the monologue. His head starts to hurt again. This voice, not quite the same, but he feels this is the voice that's connected to the words he could not explain-] WHO ARE YOU?! [He screams into the darkness, hands pressing the sides of his head. He couldn't take it, his head, swimming in so many thoughts and images that he could not comprehend. No, that he somehow knew, but did not want to acknowledge them. This was...all of the other's past, isn't it?! So why does it effect him in this way? Why...did the black comet and that creature in the tank cause such agony for him? His eyes watch the darkness behind Gerald finally take on an appearance. His quills flare up, a mixture of anger and fear at the sight of them. Three glowing red eyes, horns, cloaked in darkness. Not human, alien.

Black...Doom. The name naturally comes to him.]


I will leave everything, to him. If you wish, release and awaken it to the world..."

[The world starts rushing past him as he's suddenly ejected from the room wild inside the tube. Flying through space, heading towards Earth below, the sight of G.U.N fleets surrounding the ARK above.]

"Shadow...my greatest creation." [Shadow looks around, the Earth below, suddenly turning a decaying red. A shadow eclipses his small capsule. A large black comet appears where the ARK once was. Was this all actually there, or a part of Shadow's memories manifesting itself? His eyes widen, seeing more ominous creatures of different size and shapes around the comet. The meteor he came in, somehow he knew, was a part of this comet. The one he recognize as Black Doom, suddenly appears before his capsule. Looking at him, acknowledging his presence in this space. This was, no longer his other's memories.]

"You've gone beyond all my expectations in such a short existence. Our success rate in conquering planets have increased tenfold since you've led my troops. Rejoice, for you are the perfect soldier I had long envisioned." [He says to rejoice, but there's only a look of horror in Shadow's eyes. Images...his lost memories start to trickle back in, like a stream, then suddenly into a rushing rapid. A foreign planet on fire, destruction everywhere, the race on the planet screaming in despair. The black comet hovers omninously over it, large tendrils burrowing into the planet to drain it of it's resources. The Black Arms, taking organisms as prisoners to either be used to further perfect their own kind, or as fuel. Others deem undesirable, slaughtered without remorse. And him...with a spear in his bloodied hand, his expression cold, unfeeling and focused, standing in front and leading the charge. He didn't think he could actually make such a face until he was staring right at himself.]

"Your next task, I can only entrust to you. I will send you to our next target, Earth. Your mission is to infiltrate, assimilate before our arrival."

Understood. [He utters the words without prompt, automatic. His horrified expression not suited for his monotonus response. And just like that...the memories from before his time on Earth, came in like the flood. All he can do is scream, twisting inside the little capsule in space, where no one can hear him. He pulls at his fur and quills, sparks flying around him, tears streaming down his face. Spots of blood float around the capsule from his injured arm.] It's not true...it's can't be! They're lies! All of it!!

[They are all true.

The looks the scientist gave him. All those test where he unleashed his immense power. He was truly a monster in the end. And then, the world suddenly comes crashing to a halt. There was nothing, only darkness. Shadow, left lying on an unfamiliar floor.]
thelightshines: (As the sun shines)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-22 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
[He can barely comprehend what's running through his mind to be aware of his surroundings right now. His life before wasn't very long, yet there was just so much that his head felt like it could explode at any moment. All sensations in his body, he couldn't feel any of it, trapped in his mind castle.

His first planet, merely a soldier, wanting to prove to their master that they were capable of what they were created for. The second, rose in the ranks as captain of his own squad. Anyone who stood against him, foe or comrade, would meet their end. A nusiance, a threat to his rise in power. The third, the ultimate test as he took control of Doom's whole army. Everything he had learned up to that point, honed in for complete world domination in a manner of days. Now we come to the fourth, Earth. Where everything was lost and he was met with scuitiny from the scientists and soldiers who found and studied him. The girl who looked passed his appearance and saw another kid, who just wanted to be treated like one and have a friend.

But that was all a lie. He's no child, he was a created to kill, lead, conquer for his master. A betrayal to the girl who saw something brighter in him. His body shudders, gritting his teeth. It hurt. Everything he knows and done before his time on Earth, being weigh down by a single girl's love. He couldn't bear to live with this guilt, of what his true purpose was. Even if he hated what the humans have done to him, to her. Something...someone keeps telling him that isn't how it should be.

You always have a choice.

He starts to hear another voice taunting them with amusement, a voice outside his mindscape. It is unfamiliar to him, no information in the data banks. They demand one of them to kill the other. His other. The more they talked, the more he's getting the picture that the owner of this voice, while he doesn't know how, is the cause of everything that's been happening to the both of them.

He can't see his other, his back currently to them, but he had sensed their presence this whole time. As with his memories, a plethora of skills he had forgotten or partially only had pieces of, have become whole again. One being he could sense others like him, know where his comrades are at all times. There are some differences, but the blood that flows in the other, it is still the Black Arms at it's core. They were standing over him, he's sure of it. Were they finally going to finish the job...heh, now he understands their reaction in that hallway. Did this one manage to defect from Black Doom? The only explanation for how they behaved.

But nothing happens. Knowing them, they would've done it by now. He turns slightly, chancing a glance at them with tired eyes, stained from tears. His other eyes were on him, but they seem to be staring pass him, somewhere distant. There was some kind of black substance forming around them. Essence of the Black Arms. Leaking? Lost control?

Seeing it, he recognizes what he needs to do. He turns onto his back, staring at their hand, covered in that substance. He reaches to grasp it with his bloodied arm, his blood and that substance creates a bond, a mental connection with his other. Digging, searching to find them.]
Edited (small word changes, nothing big) 2025-03-22 00:35 (UTC)
thelightshines: (To the sound)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-03-22 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
[His brows furrow as his grip on the other's hand tightens. Either he's out of practice, or his other is just that capable of rejecting his presence. Perhaps both. In any other circumstances, he be impressed by their willpower, but it's proving to be an annoying obstacle. He isn't deterred though. No member of the Black Arms has ever rejected him, Ultimate Lifeform or not. He just has to make adjustments from his usual approach from whatever he did long ago. He just knows. He ignores the voice from the outside. It's not his concern, his battle is currently within.

The torrent of raging emotions isn't all that different from what he sees in other members of the Black Arms. An incohesive mess. All of them are creations of Black Doom, nothing natural about their makeup. But there's always a code hidden somewhere among the mess, all programmed into them in case...certain actions need to be taken. Something tells him it'll be different with his other. Not a direct creation, but still has Black Doom's blood flowing in them. Perhaps why he struggles to get through.

Their rage was also personal. That hatred towards all of humanity, it runs deep. And he can't even be upset by it, because he shares in that sentiment. Humans are cruel and disgusting creatures. He's come to hate them, for what they've done to him, Maria, the glimpse he saw of his other's life. For a moment, he thought letting the Black Arms invade Earth is what they deserve. But no, he's been through this already, his other's feelings getting into his mind. Destroying Earth won't bring anyone back. None of those memories will return.

He could also feel animousity and hatred being directed at him, his connection to the Black Arms. Heh, he can't deny that either. He hates what he's learned about himself, wishing for those days when he was blissfully unaware, with Maria, being a kid. But he can't go back anymore. It was all just a fluke, a life he can never have. Now here he is, using a power bestowed by Black Doom to find his other. He hates it.

It's a strange contradiction from his other though, when Black Doom could easily annihilate all of humanity. They don't want that. They choose not to for some reason, holding all of this hatred inside of them instead.]


Tch. Having trouble recognizing who I am? Let me help you! [His other will feel a wave of emotions sent to combat theirs. Powerful, matching their torrent of emotions. Hate, anger, frustration, but also sadness, uncertainty and fear. Flashes of their fight with the bio lizard copy, escaping the cave-in, the question they ask each other.

"Who are you?"

They were all attached to these emotions. He will not be treated like another Black Arms minion, Doom or whatever. He is Shadow.]
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[He feels the other hate and animosity striking him, leaving mental cuts, like a warning should he continue to press. But he isn't pushing anymore than he needs to. Despite his intrusion, he's choosing only to press back if he feels the connection starts to wane. Even with all his emotions thrown at them, there was no hostility behind them. Whether the other notice in their current emotional state is unknown.

They are only focused on his nature, fixated on it, something he cannot hide. He's not going to try in front of his other. The question feels loaded. No matter how he answers, it will not end well for himself. No matter what, the Black Arm's blood flows in him, just like his other.]


...A monster like you. [Whatever comes from that response, he'll bear it. He refuses to leave until he brings back the other. If he gets killed in the process...well, so be it.] You're losing control. [He states the reason for his presence, but doesn't openly state to help. He's sure they would want to work through it themselves, but regardless the method, they need to come back. Who knows how long the owner of that other voice will wait before deciding to just take matters into their own hands.]
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[The moment he felt progress was the moment the ground starts to split. The connection barely holds. He blinks back in the waking world. Reality? He isn't sure what is real or not anymore. As he does, his phantom within the connection fades. Their only connection now is by his blood that managed to seep into his other, like a parasite. His grip still on his other's hand despite the additional gap.

Irritated, he stares up at the masked face above them. There are sparks in his other hand as something starts to form.]
Enough talk. [He takes aim, a tiny ball of chaos energy had form as he fires it toward the face. He doesn't know if they're actually there or just an illusion. He know he's grown tired of their constant interruptions. Once that little orb reaches within vicinity of that head, it will suddenly expand into a black hole, blocking all light and pulling anything close by into it. It's much more controlled than what was shown in those testings, only threatening the space it was occupying and not expanding much further.

You are not like me.

His other voice rings in his ear. No, not just them. There's cheering...? He presses his free hand to the side of his head. These images...what's being written on that paper, even he doesn't recall being privvy to such a thing. But some of the tests listed there...he remembers going through a few of them. The last one, something with Maria? What? Why, was he seeing this? Why was his other seeing this? The other's remaining words reaching him. The implications are concerning.]
Shadow?!
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[The blackhole soon disappates, letting in the light from above. Whatever that annoying apparition was had disappeared for now. His focus can return to his other. The black ooze was receding, that should be promising, but he can still sense turmoil in his other. This drive to move, go somewhere. Away.

He moves to stand as his other takes a step. Their eyes seem distant, focused on something else. Ahead. He glances in the same direction as his other for a moment, unable to see whatever they're seeing. He looks back when they start to cough, remaining still. Quietly.]
Shadow...? [Despite all he remembers, that softness about him never quite left him.]

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